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You fuckface, I really don't know why you exist. If I could, I would have killed you I swear. I hope you rot in hell, goner.

Argh, I'm really very mad right now... I need to cool down.

Someday I'll never have to put up with you and your nonsense ever again. & I'm just waiting for this day to come...

Happy CNY & Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! It sucks that both events just have to happen on the same day this year right?

Sigh. I'm an emotional kid today. I've just given my mum half of my angpao money. Why? BECAUSE I FREAKING OWE HER. Things change when you grow up... In the past, when you wanted something, your parents would go the extra mile just to get it for you. The best of all? You don't even have to fork out a cent. Now that you've grown up, they'll tell you this: Use your own money to buy. !@#$%^&* I miss the times when my parents would buy me anything I want. Anything. Okay, I may sound pampered. BUT I AM DEFINITELY NOT A PAMPERED GIRL. Hah... I just need more money because I've a whole list of things that I really want. But then again, it's... No money = No talk!!!! Whatever.

It's 1.30a.m now, just 11 hours away to CNY celebration. I'm not looking forward, really. I doubt I'll enjoy the festive season this year. Tell me how am I supposed to feel. Excited? Sorry, I can't bring myself to.
3 years ago, I spent CNY sitting in one corner of Uncle Alfred's home messaging you. Now, we don't even talk. Sigh. I just don't get why you're such a special friend to me, really.
Life is a fucked up game. Period.

I'm living Garfield's lifestyle everyday recently.

Priorities in life:
1) Eat
2) Sleep
3) Work

Why? BECAUSE I'M A POLY KID. But I'm quite thankful for God's decision because after looking at Shuhadah's lecture notes, I went, "WHAT THE FUCK." Oh well, all the best to my friends who are experiencing JC life currently! :)

So I went for a haircut this morning... It didn't turn out that horrible as I thought!!! However, my fringe is too thin and short and I feel very uncomfortable! :( I must clip my fringe up for training sessions already. DO YOU KNOW I'VE A NIGHTMARE FOREHEAD??!?!? It's pimple-ish. GAWD. And there's a training session tomorrow....... WHAT. THE. FUCK. But whatever. I met up with Alvin just now and he said, "It's okay what. At least you're giving your forehead a chance to see how the world looks like for once." HAHAHA, WHAT THE HELL RIGHT!!!!!!! 

And I received a $100 ang bao from Aunt Lucy for tutoring Timothy! 6 hours of lessons = $100!!!! Awesome. \m/ Thank you, Aunt Lucy!

P.S Kelly Cheong (CB ZHUZHU)!!!! Can you please come online soon?!?!?! I want the OST!!! :D

Happy Birthday, Mum! Love you so! Smile more okay! :>

I had dinner at Jack's Place with Mum & Dad after work. It never felt so peaceful before. Sometimes I feel being the only child is really blissful. However, I'm not. Sad. It kinda sucks to be the youngest in the family... I MEAN IT. Alright, end of topic.

Work was kinda fun because I didn't have to do anything but just translating a speech from English to Chinese. I even asked Kelly for help since I was at my wits' end. Thanks Kelly! Anyway, I thought my business with Chinese ended after O' Levels. But no. I'm still tutoring Timo... Tomorrow somemore. Zzz. I'm sick of Chinese, even though I feel it's easier to express myself in Chinese... (I think I should post in Chinese one day... Yeah someday)

Oh and Benson talked to me. I thought he wouldn't approach me at all but well, he did. To be truthful, he's friendly! And I really like Ting Fang because she's damn nice! She was concerned about my poly appeal and stuffs and even wanted to help me strengthen my appeal case using the YOG letter, but it's too late... And I never got to thank Ting Fang for her kindness, but I'll just thank her here for now. Thank you, Ting Fang! :) Pey Wei's also a really nice lady, and she's damn funny I swear! (Inside joke: IT'S WRITTEN IN BLACK AND WHITE :D)

You said forever and always.
What happened to the 10 years?
Only 3 years have past...

P.S I've decided to break every smiley's nose from today's post onwards. From :-) to :)
(I'm so sorry your noses are gonna break, smileys)